I've come to the conclusion...

Well, I've actually been coming to this conclusion for quite sometime.
I can't seem to keep a relationship going.. Then again, I know I have a thing against commitment, but still.
And not to mention that the ratio of males to females is actually in the males favor. There are more girls in the world. Meaning that there are a few girls who just don't have that special someone out there. That one 'true love' so to speak.
I'm one of those girls.
And I'm okay with it actually...
I'm okay with the fact that I'll probably be the only one in my family to not get married.
I don't want to bring my own kids into this world anyway.
I'm going to adopt a couple of kids that are older and that can't seem to find their place in the world.
They have just as much of a right, if not more, to have that feeling of security and love. They diserve to have a home and someone that cares for them.
I know for a fact that by adopting two or three kids, I won't be putting a major dip in society, but hey, who's to say I won't start a trend. Haha!

So I finally have a plan for my life:
Beauty school,
Get my own place,
Business school,
Open up my own salon and spa,
Hopefully it goes up and running with mucho business,
Try and adopt my first child,
Success hopefully,
Adopt a dog from the pound,
Try and adopt one or two more kids,
Success hopefully,
Live life happy and enjoy Thanksgiving Dinners at Britni's house.

I'm pretty positive that it won't go as smoothly as I would hope.. and that most adoption adgencies don't exactly adopt out to single parents often, but with my awesome persuasion skills, maybe I can get them to work in my favor.

Now I know that this probably sounds crazy to most of my friends and most the people that will read this, but I'm okay with that. I'm not going to run and jump off a cliff knowing that the likelyhood of someone being out there for me is slim to none. I'll gladly take the 'none' and live my life to the fullest. I'm happy with my friends and family. And when I adopt those kids, I know I'll feel so much more complete knowing that I have helped someone else other than myself.

~Randilynn

Just a starter..

Hey folks...
I thought I would start a blog to relieve some stress and let people in on what I'm thinking and what not. I tend to bottle up most of what I'm feeling, even if I am a rather blunt person. Odd, but whatever. That's just me.

So... this is a starter post, to kick things off.
I might as well tell you what I'm thinking, right?
Alright, here goes nothing.

Why the hell is it that people feel the need to talk about people behind their back? What makes other peoples issues your chat stew? Seriously? I think that if someone confines in you, you shouldn't go and run your mouth to someone else. They wouldn't have told you if they didn't think they could trust you. All you are doing is pissing them off and making them not want to tell you anything. Karma is a bitch and I'm sure it'll come around and bite you in the ass.

Yeah.. That's about all that is currently on my mind. People can be so stupid sometimes. Haha! If they didn't tell you in the first place, it's because they didn't want you to know. Some things just aren't that important. Hahaha! It's like what a friend said, "Maybe I should just call you my personal sex diary, because you are the only person who seems to really care about what I do in my free time."

Alright... pretty sure I'm done ranting now. Other than that, I'm doing rather peachy. And I'm pretty excited to get this blog up and running. Hope it all goes well. Haha!

~Randilynn